saSsyasSin's

Yet another arguement with you

And you don't have the tiniest clue

Why I don't reply back on your "Hi!"

Why I tastelessly say goodbye

I argued with you within my mind

'Cause I can't reach out to you

I screamed and yelled and hit and blew

While you were sitting before me, blind!

That is why I eye you with flares

While my wide smile greets you and glares

My voice sharpens and I squeese the words out

For my mind was set that I was to shout

You don't have a clue why I'm mad

Again I say it's the arguement we had

Yes it was all in my mind

But how don't you know the reason for that?!

saSsyasSin©

03-09-06

Am I lost? Am I lost?
Can't find a map to where to be,
Does that mean I'm lost?!

Too many rivers i've crossed..
But too much swimming thru the sea,
For every wave embraced I paused.

I hit the road five years ago,
Never got close to the unknown goal..
Does that mean i'm still Sixteen?!

Directions asked: Right? Yes, then No!
Answers bounce like a basketball,
Ups and downs too fast to be seen..

Am I still lost? Am I lost?
Maybe my home is where I stand;
The valleys and mountains where I'm lost..

For just one place is small to be forced,

Like a hundred in a one, feels  like canned!
Then in the streets I can't be lost.......

Last Word:
Sometimes variability of a formula becomes a constant :)

03-08-05

^saSsy_asSin©

Summer is still .. As a tag exists!

The lightnig strikes the clouds with splinters,

They tear with showers like open wrists..

Broken branches on wettened grass

Line up a road to the coldest cave,

Where shadows highlight the darkest mass;

Yet alive .. Just sheltered in this deepest grave... 

17-08-05

^saSsy_asSin©

Cannot run from this

Cannot face it

I don't have a front to face it

The war at home ...

The great cold has started

With Icebergs leering

Under the calm waters

Under my bed...

Once i was scared of monsters

Under my bed

Now I hail monsters

Their steaming breaths might melt the ice...

People grow up

No more monsters under the bed

People replace them

With either that or some mice

But they either face it

They smoke to evade it

Or drink to fade it

So this is my cigarette

Write in bold

Fill in then fold

I find a light

Fire up for a fight

And I try and face it...

...............

......

Cannot face it

I don't have a front to face it

They were my front

And now they are cracked ice...

saSsyasSin©

Suspended in a death Hole...

Spinning in the darkness...

Up there WAS Heavens...

Up where IS Heavens?!

Suspended...

Embrace Oneself

Embryo look alike

Unborn look alike

A hundred years old Fetus

Suspended in a death Hole...

Spinning in the darkness...

Down WAS to Hell...

Down WAS to One's feet...

Embracing Oneself...

Feet lie UP at One's head...

One is spinning...

Down is up, left is up…

Suspended in a death Hole...

Spinning in the darkness...

No heavens no Hell...

I am the Undead!!

14-03-06

saSsyasSin©

God bring me peace,

Delivered through the One;

Who CARES not to knock,

'Cause he'd have got the keys..........

21-02-06

saSsyasSin©

She sits on the edge of a deserted pond

Wears a sleeveless white blouse, a wide V neck

Black water, a mirror to a grey sky

A dry leaf, a nature’s boat for a ladybug

A ghost of a smile emerges,

Then lips released of the tension,

a bid is preserved by suspention

By a bite, middle held down tight.

The point where three elements meet

She crawls to the edge of the pond…

Observe; where air, water and earth collide with a melodic splash

Wonder… Observe your toe tip introduced to these …

Reunite the whole four elements…

Listen carefully to the remix of the splash … The Hiss

Fumes diminish … Flames reside

Drip … Drip … The sky is falling

She gazes at the circular auras drawn by the tears of angels,

fading into the calmness of the darkness in deep waters …

Are they as holy?

Plead to catch one on the point of breaking?

She looks back at her feet, the melody stopped

Someone is looking back at her, beneath these feet.

A reflection, it shone with the sun flickering at her toes

It flickered with the auras of the rain…

Decide; dive deep where the angel tears couldn’t reach…

Remember a buoy bearing wind, struggle to drag within…

The elements shall be reunited,

She - the truth - shall be reunited…

15-02-06

saSsyasSin©

feelings rushing,

the heat, the fury...

smiles flushing,

cheers not curin'

nothing stays coz

it's broken beyond fix..

break out, my pride

encaged i roam

as fury resides

it's welcome home

not that one

of wood and bricks

nothing stays inside

yet the fury resides

broken beyond fix

to the shreds it sticks

16-01-06

saSsyasSin©

She lost her voice to get herself feet,

She wanted them to wander around another world.

She gave away the best thing she had,

For something she was never supposed to have!

I lost my voice, and i already have feet!

Shall I wait for wings in return?!

 02-01-06

saSsyasSin©

v    u tell me y i change my mind

        i didn't give it a chance 2 last

        u tell me how u were so blind

        and u made a change of a heart so fast

        maybe my words came unkind

        and they were 4 me as for u like a blast

        but i trust a gut feeling dat shined

        like a protective spell i cast

        but it's side effect is a curse

        i think much more than i feel

        but i do both and dats much worse

        u tell me "well yeah, ok.. time will heal" !!

        i'm not too sad, coz neither is bad

        we just thought we grew up so soon

Clown

Ladies and gents;
We're proud to present
A treat to the court,
The star of the tent..

Here comes the amazing clown!

Young straight nose pointed up,
Two tired eyes looking down,
Face down under heavy make-up,
A body embraced by a  hideous gown..

And empty smile .. drawn on a frown!

A little boy starts the show,
The future king as they say,
A jingley stick in face he throws..
But to her hands it finds its way..

With grace amazing all the town..

She starts to sway as the music starts,
Drown all the sorrow of this young heart,
Her moves turn into a piece of art..
Then comes the hit .. Their majesties' yawn!

And talk the bearers of the "bling bling" crowns:

Make us laugh .. Don't waste our time!
Don't act as special .. Not worth a dime..
Do this, do that .. What are you staring at?!
Don't you know that it counts as a crime?!

She wants to scream "never been a clown!"

But mute by agony .. As crowds of many,
She acts like funny .. And ignores the penny

Thrown at her feet on the ground .. 

29 -07-05

^saSsy_asSin© 

[Him]
Fallen asleep a hundred years till today,
You passed by, your footsteps barely heard,

Resonating with this heart .. Beating it away,
I open my eyes, all the scenes - but yours - are blurred!

A flare lighting the burrows through this cave
No more hide and seek .. Life's most wicked play!

[Her]
A mystical wind carrying your scent was my Guide

Though your seeds were burried so deep inside,

I touched your soil .. Dry yet still warm,
Awaiting me .. a cloud .. A rain storm!

Patience my dear.. A Drop at a time ..

You won't handle the first shot of this sweet wine

[Him]
This wind through my veins .. Blowing my world away,
All the darkness is moved aside .. Letting in the sun ray.

But this cloud is no barrier .. your purity is crystal clear.
All the deamons now can't hide .. but there's no more fear,

Now I see the ground where I stand for the very first time..
And I see you in my sky .. i Look around for a mountain to climb

[Her]
Patience my Love .. I'll come down to you,
I'll pour myself out .. giving all what's true!

[Both as one and an echo] 

If you're on your way .. We shall be together soon,
We'll meet on the halfway .. Then lead together our lives..
Our journey under the sun .. our journey to the moon

" For every thing this life stands for

For every unborn feeling .. Every emotional ore

I dedicate this poem"

26 -07-05

^saSsy_asSin©

~~~~ThroUgh tHe CurLs~~~~

The purple comb moves up and down,
fighting to tame this lively crown..
Wild, fresh, brown and friskey curls,
Like raging waves hide priceless pearls!!
A tempting ocean to dive in and search
For hidden treasures within lost ships, submerged.
Or just smell it's breeze, tingling nevres
On a far away shore and just observe ..
Enjoy the view as much as you can
In your dreams;for reality this bliss I ban

19-07-05

 ^saSsy_asSin©

Ψ_________________GOD__________________Ψ

Giving me the look .. "I See you across the street."

Grinning ear to ear .. " I hear your heart beats .. "

Getting closer to  .. "May I have a seat?!"

Attitude .. Act like one in a million!

Able to take down a feirce rebellion..

And this is my turn .. I take it to tell you;

Mr. no God for sure .. And oh God i won't pray,

To bestow upon me with "Mercy" and stay!

Your church of Ego has no room for me anyway ..

Deity used to have it all .. And you can not have me!

Never been in your thrall .. Never knealed down to thee..

Down the Olympus, so you fall .. No more faster it could be!

18-07-05

^saSsy_asSin©

Our castle was made of white nice sand,

Built by two, with bare sore hands..

But noone knew it might not stand,

A sneak of a little wave into the beachy land!!

Our castle was big, cutting through the shore,

Enlightening windows, through which, breeze snores,

A soothing indoor, for even two little ones more,

A runway to the blue waters, blocked by a curtained door..

AND DIVE

Our castle was there for a while, now it's gone..

Our castle was down before da rise of dawn!

Our castle was burried in it's own sand, stepped on and on!!

Our castle was built by two, and by words was blown..

Our castle is still there, as a sand pile accidentally expelled!

Our castle i still bear, for da memories it held..

Our castle is mine now, for others who want it dispelled,

MY castle i will defend, just a handfull of sand, not to be felled...

08-07-05    ^saSsy_asSin©